Oh My Goodness

I have made it half way through the last semester of my freshman year. Who would have thought! I am doing my best in school, studying and doing what I can to keep up on everything. However, I can't wait for summer vacation and having time to just relax and not feel guilty. I apply for the nursing program at BYU this semester and I am excited/stressed to find out if I get in or not.

Why

I was having a hard day today and it will continue to be hard as long as I don't have faith. I was wondering why I hvae such bad luck when it comes to guys-everything is working against me. I wish I could find a guy who was a good guy and I wich I could be happy and not have drama in my life for once. It would be nice if I could find my guy and have fun. I wish I could have my fairy tale ending. I wich I could have my prince charming, I wish I could have a wonderful dream come true.

Wow!

I have discovered that some girls make their own drama and others are put in the middle. FIrst of all, guys are ao over rated and so is dating. Even though I would like a boyfriend, I dont' need one to survive to even to make me happy. I need to be happy on my own and I need to get through this semester! Wish me luck, I will need all of the luck that I can get.

Sorry

I am so sorry about not writing on this forever! I promise that I will get better and soon be able to to this everyday or every week!